Figuring Out What I Want

This is my attempt at figuring out what I want. I suppose most of what's bothering me is figuring out how to get what I want, since I pretty much know what I want. So I made a bubble chart in an attempt to figure it all out and help myself to be more focused. I guess I'm just an impatient person who wants everything now, now, now.

Edit: Actually, right now all I want is a nice tan and not to worry about this crap. I'm thinking about making my bubble chart into an artpiece. My scribbles are somewhat illegible; sorry! :P